I’m So Sick

I will break into your thoughts

With what’s written on my heart

I will break, break

I’m so sick, infected with

Where I live

Let me live without this

Empty bliss, selfishness

I’m so sick

If you want more of this

We can push out, sell out, die out

So you’ll shut up

And stay sleeping

With my screaming in your itching ears

I’m so sick, infected with

Where I live

Let me live without this

Empty bliss, selfishness

I’m so sick

Hear it, I’m screaming it

You’re heeding to it now

Hear it, I’m screaming it

You tremble at this sound

You sink into my clothes

This invasion makes me feel

Worthless, hopeless, sick

I’m so sick, infected with

Where I live

Let me live without this

Empty bliss, selfishness

I’m so sick

I’m so sick, infected with

Where I live

Let me live without this

Empty bliss, selfishness

I’m so (I’m so)

I’m so sick (I’m so sick)

I’m so (I’m so)

I’m so sick (I’m so sick)

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Fully Alive

Telling layla’s story spoken

About how all her bones are broken

Hammers fall on all the pieces

Two months in the cover creases

Fully alive, more than most

Ready to smile and love life

Fully alive, and she knows

How to believe in futures

All my complaints shrink to nothing

I’m ashamed of all my somethings

She’s glad for one day of comfort

Only because she has suffered

Fully alive, more than most

Ready to smile and love life

Fully alive, and she knows

How to believe in futures

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Perfect

Sick of circling the same road

And sick of bearing the guilt

So open the windows to cool off

And heat pours in instead

Perfect in weakness

I’m only perfect in just your strength alone

All my efforts to clean me

Leave me putrid and filthy

And how can you look at me

When I can’t stand myself?

I’m tired to be honest

I’m nobody

Perfect in weakness

I’m only running in just your strength alone

Perfect in weakness

I’m only running in just your strength alone

I tried to kill you, and you tried to save me

You save me, you save me, you save me

Perfect in weakness

I’m only running in just your strength alone

Perfect in weakness

I’m only running in just your strength alone

Cassie

The question asked in order

To save her life or take it

The answer not to avoid death

The answer yes would make it

Make it

Do you believe in God

Written on the bullet

Say yes to pull the trigger

Do you believe in God

Written on the bullet

And Cassie pulled the trigger

All heads are bowed in silence

To remember her last sentence

She answered him knowing what yould happen

Her last words still hanging in the air

In the air

Do you believe in God

Written on the bullet

Say yes to pull the trigger

Do you believe in God

Written on the bullet

And Cassie pulled the trigger

How many will die

I will die

I, I will say yes

Do you believe in God

Written on the bullet

Say yes to pull the trigger

Do you believe in God

Written on the bullet

And Cassie pulled the trigger

Do you belive in God

And I will pull the trigger

Backing Vocals: Ryan White

Sorrow

Sometimes life seems to quiet into paralyzing silence

Like the moonless dark, meant to make me strong

Familiar breath of my old lies

Changed the color in my eyes

Soon he will perforate the fabric of the peaceful by and by

Sorrow lasts through this night

I’ll take this piece of you, and hold for all eternity

For just one second I felt whole, as you flew right through me

Left alone with only reflections of the memory

To face the ugly girl that’s smothering me

Sitting closer than my pain

He knew each tear before it came

And soon he will perforate the fabric of the peaceful by and by

And we kiss each other one more time

And sing this lie that’s half way mine

The sword is slicing through the questions so I won’t be fooled

By his angel light

Sorrow lasts through this night

I’ll take this piece of you and hold for all eternity

For just one second I felt whole as you flew right through me

And up into the stars

Joy will come

I’m Sorry

I’m sorry, I don’t mean to remember

It’s true that I dream less often

I’m not ashamed of that long december

Your hand’s coming down again

I close my eyes and brace myself

I only noticed your face

No matter what you’re gonna build my shell

I’m falling, I’m shedding my skin

But it’s not time I’m told

I am aware of what you mean and by then

I’m only ten years old

I close my eyes and brace myself

I only noticed your face

No matter what you’re gonna build my shell

My scars are yours today

This story ends so good

I love you and I understand

That you stood where I stood

I close my eyes and brace myself

I only noticed your face

No matter what you’re gonna break my shell

I’m done healing

All Around Me

My hands are searching for you

My arms are outstretched towards you

I feel you on my fingertips

My tongue dances behind my lips for you

This fire runs in through my being

Burning, I’m not used to seeing you

I’m alive, I’m alive

I can feel you all around me

Thickening the air I’m breathing

Holding on to what I’m feeling

Savoring this heart that’s healing

My hands float up above me

And you whisper you love me

And I begin to fade

Into our secret place

The music makes me sway

The angels singing say

We are alone with you

I am alone and they are too with you

And so I cry

The light is white

And I see you

I’m alive, I’m alive, I’m alive

I can feel you all around me

Thickening the air I’m breathing

Holding on to what I’m feeling

Savoring this heart that’s healing

Take my hand I give it to you

Now you own me, all I am

You said you would never leave me

I belive you, I belive

I can feel you all around me

Thickening the air I’m breathing

Holding on to what I’m feeling

Savoring this heart that’s healed

Red Sam

Here I stand

Empty hands

Wishing my wrists were bleeding

To stop the pain from the beatings

And there you stood

Holding me

Waiting for me to notice you

But who are you

You are the truth (you are the truth)

Outscreaming these lies

You are the truth (you are the truth)

Saving my life

The warmth of your embrace

Melts my frostbitten spirit

You speak the truth and I hear it

And the words are I love you

And I have to believe in you

But who are you

You are the truth (you are the truth)

Outscreaming these lies

You are the truth (you are the truth)

Saving my life

My hands are open

And you are filling them

Hands in the air

In the air, in the air, in the air

And I worship

You are the truth (you are the truth)

Outscreaming these lies

You are the truth (you are the truth)

Saving my life

Backing Vocals: Ryan White

There For You

Sometimes I’m a selfish fake

You’re always a true friend

And I don’t deserve you cause I’m not there for you

Please forgive me again

I want to be there for you

Someone you can come to

It runs deeper than my bones

I want to be there for you

Swirling shades of blue

Slow dancing in your eyes

The sun kisses the earth

And I hush my urge to cry, cry

I want to be there for you

Someone you can come to

It runs deeper than my bones

I want to be there for you

Cause I hear the whispered words

In your masterpiece, beautiful

You speak the unspeakable through

I love you too

I want to be there for you

And be someone you can come to

The love runs deeper than my bones

And I want to be there for you

Breathe Today

You can only move as fast as

Who’s in front of you

And if you assume

Just like them

What good will it do

So find out for yourself

So your ignorance

Will stop bleeding through

You can breathe today

So many lies swirling

All around you

You’re suffocating

The empty shape in you

Steals your breath

You’re suffocating

Logic forces me to believe in this

And I have learned to see

And I can only say what I’ve seen and heard

And only you can choose

And every choice you make will effect you

Search your own self

You can breathe today

So many lies swirling

All around you

You’re suffocating

The empty shape in you

Steals your breath

You’re suffocating

So many lies swirling

All around you

You’re suffocating

The empty shape in you

Steals your breath

You’re suffocating

Breathe

Big enough to fill the void that’s inside of you

It’s just a breath away

So many lies swirling

All around you

You’re suffocating

The empty shape in you

Steals your breath

You’re suffocating

So many lies swirling

All around you

You’re suffocating

The empty shape in you

Steals your breath

You’re suffocating

Breathe

So many lies swirling

All around you

You’re suffocating

Breathe

The empty shape in you

Breathe today

So I Thought

All your twisted thoughts free flow
To everlasting memories
Show soul
Kiss the stars with me
And dread the wait for
Stupid calls returning to us to life
We say to those who are in love
It can't be true 'cause we're too young
I know that's true because so long I was
So in love with you
So I thought

A year goes by
And I can't talk about it

On my knees
Dim lighted room
Thoughts free flow try to consume myself in this
I'm not faithless
Just paranoid of getting lost or that I might lose
Ignorance is bliss, cherish it
Pretty neighborhoods you learn too much to hold
Believe it not
And fight the tears
With pretty smiles and lies about the times

A year goes by
And I can't talk about it
The times weren't right
And I couldn't talk about it

Chorus Romance says goodnight
Close your eyes and I'll close mine
Remember you, remember me
Hurt the first, the last between
Chorus Romance says goodnight
Close your eyes and I'll close mine
Remember you, remember me
Hurt the first, the last, between

And I'm praying that we will see
Something there in between
Then and there that exceeds all we can dream
So we can talk about it

Chorus Romance says goodnight
Close your eyes and I'll close mine
Remember you, remember me
Hurt the first, the last between
Chorus Romance says goodnight
Close your eyes and I'll close mine
Remember you, remember me
Hurt the first, the last healing

And I'm praying that we will see
Something there in between
Then and there that exceeds all we can dream

And all these twisted thoughts I see
Jesus there in between
And all these twisted thoughts I see
Jesus there in between

Backing Vocals: Ryan White

Tina (Bonus Track)

Tina’s eyes are clear chrysolite

How can we not notice her

Now they only stare at her burns

Her small voice so full of honesty

Take care of my loves

I can’t hold on

Keep me alive while I die

They can not notice her sickness

Like their own dung sprayed with perfume

They try not to hear her speaking

But they can’t hear anything else

Take care of my loves

I can’t hold on

Keep me alive while I die

I missed my chance

Send one more
I’m not wasting this

I missed my chance

Send one more chance

I’m not wasting this one more chance